2.11.2005

i keep looking in all the places
where you are supposed to be
but i never seem to find you
and you're all i long to see
i just can't seem to understand
what it was that changed your mind.
all this time i thought i knew you
when really i was blind
but know that i do not hate you,
and i know i never will
because i cared about you then,
and i cared about you still.
even though you hurt me,
i can't seem to let you go.
but i will go on without you
and i want to make sure you know.
it will take sometime to mend
the damage that you've done.
but broken hearts do heal,
that's where the strength comes from.
for now, the tears may be falling,
and my thoughts keep circling to you,
but soon, things will get better..
if you have hope, then they always do...




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here is my star see how she shines in the light of day never see her light here is my star see how she shines in the vast sky i keep her mine she keeps making circles in my head at lover's gates here i stand no one to hold to hold my hand at lover's gates here i stand here in the cold see my star land she is this obsession in my life so tell me now why d'you have to be why d'you have to be so cold you didn't have to be you don't have to be so cold i look much older so they say it feels much colder in this place it seems so empty without my star i feel no warmth i raise my hand to meet the light stared at my star till i was blind here is my star is it mine so quit this perversion in my mind

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